Inherently Worthy

My fifth-grade teacher, a creative and loving giant of a human, gave my parents a book about how to improve my self-esteem. My parents said they were doing all the things that were in the book. They couldn’t understand why my self-esteem was so low. Well, ask just...

The Showdown

As a coach and healer, I’ve witnessed hundreds of people spiritually awaken. Some people awaken very gradually, like slowly descending into a smooth pond. Others have dramatic wam-bang awakening events, while others have a series of awakenings. Some people push away...

The First Awakening?

My need for silence was intense. As a kid, I could be loud and boisterous. I started acting and performing when I was 14. So this seemingly sudden call, demand, and irresistible pull to silence in my late twenties seemed a little out of character. But, like many...

Meeting Adya

I guess I had assumed that I would be Sri Mahayogi’s disciple forever. I certainly knew that my commitment to awakening was enduring. But life had other plans. Shortly after I moved to California, I took a job at a software company that offered yoga classes. The yoga...

The Love Story I Wasn’t Looking For

If you’d asked my 20-year-old self, she would have told you that happy marriages didn’t really exist, or at the very least, were quite rare. Most of the marriages I had seen were two people eroded by compromise over many years, each person being less than who they...

Sunny California

I began having visions of moving to California in 1998, and I mean literal visions – I would see myself in places in California I had never been to before and couldn’t possibly have known what they looked like. I knew down to my toes that I was moving there at some...